Current mood:

frustrated

I Need to Vent

 I HATE HATE HATE my mom.she got a job when i was in like 7th grade. She talked about how much she loved it for a few months. Then she began complaining, then she quit in less than a full year. About a half a year later she got a new job that she LOVED! She would talk about it constantly. She began getting a bit fed up with it after a year and now that its been a year and a half shes already talking about quiting. I HATE HER FOR IT! She bugs me so much. I'm so sick of hearing her complain. School sucks. I dont call everyone i know to tell them about how much i hate it. I dont quit when it gets hard. She expects so much from me. I spend 12 hours at school some days and she gets mad when, for less than 1 month she has to stay for 9 hours. She has cushy nice hours and she just complains and I have to listen to it. Like on the day without power she kept complaining about how we had no heat and how cold she was and how she didnt have a fan. She spent all of 2 hours in the cold. I spent over 10 hours in it and i didnt complain at all. She just gets on my nerves. Shes almost like a hypocrite. Why can't she be happy with what she has? Shes always telling me to be happy with what I have, not to want things that are impossible. But what she's looking for in a job does NOT exist. I hope this constant quitting of jobs does not become a pattern. I have a hard enough time understand what she does with her life. I love my family but I don't want to become like them. Here let me give you a brief look:

I have 9 grandparents:
-mom's dad
-mom's mom
-dad's mom
-dad's mom's husband
-dad's dad
-dad's dad's wife
-step mom's dad
-step mom's dad's wife
-step mom's mom

My aunt and cousin are the same age. Yes, they are one month apart. My grandpa's second wife was the same age as his oldest daughter. His oldest daughter (my aunt) never married and she has a 19 year old daughter. There are only 2 couples in my entire immediate family (grandparents, aunts, uncles, parent) that at least one of the people has never been married before. ARRRRRRRG! why is my life so complicated.

sorry about that. i really needed to vent.